am really feeling emo recently
some haf felt it
msged me about it
but still i do not have
the courage to talk
nor own up past

wad i saw todae
really reminds me of the past
everything seems so vivid
i cant stand to watch
but i still did

i could feel myself
changing again
not for the better
but back to my past

for wad i noe
i am juz a nobody
compared to him in jc
who excel way better than me

but regrets still flooded me
like deja vu
things which happened 4 years ago
are gonna happen again
gif me a break~