i noe very well tat i should haf let it go long long time ago
for as i noe it is still impossibe for me to do anything
there are juz too many obstacles especially for me
i can't overcome myself, my own stage let alone other stuff

its crap, totally crap n i'm really on e verge of exploding
recently really having some cash flow problems,
especially cash inflow.
peeps r owing me payment for the books
not targeting anyone but its really hard on me
juz getting 71.50 for 2 months n trying to cover all e unpaid
books by myself n even covering my own expenses n allowance.
juz how e hell did i even survive till now, i really do not know
my bank is really running dry n i damn need a part time job
smth tat can pay quite well, of cuz i'll be more than willing to work hard
so to whoever is reading this, if u happen to haf a lobang or smth
can let me noe pls! thxs

being keep track of PaboMing's traffic n i am really sad
aftering seeing e traffic for e past few days.
the was having a little bit more of traffic but
it seems tat PaboMing is losing traffic n therefore potential customer
can see the graph from e table below


anyway for e first time, i'm not gonna do RJ!!!
shall not post much already, getting lazy