buang........ gut feeling tells me UT1 gg
really don't haf e right to teach anyone anything
when i can't even do things right myself

whenever sch day esp wk days will juz feel sick,
esp bloating in e morning, no idea but recently feeling this
dun feel like eating anything! same goes for todae
woke up at 5.30am, 1hr earlier than usual and
slping later n later in the night
then wake up, same feeling again

anyway was out e class doing ppt,
cousin asked me for jacket.... was reluctant at first
cuz i'm cold too... then after lending her, power trip..
from 2+ all e way to 4+ 5 but everything was fine xcept e air-conditioning
which made it worst for me! bad headache n head was burning
neyway left wif nicholas after 6th p

nice to noe tat its progressing quite smoothly
when come to the issue of love, there isn't right or wrong
but juz love or don't love.
no point looking at morally or pratically correct answer
it will only stall for time n once the perfect timing is gone
its regret time.

tons of sp, grammer mistake
which i really can't be bothered to clean up


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actually considering closing my blog juz for personal use
i really need a place to pour out my deepest secrets n unwind
to somewhere and someone else. in this case, my decision would be
dead machine (blog).
can feel tat i'm breaking down already
all the twisted feelings..
but dun wan to cr8 another blog now
shall make a decision soon.