its @#^%^&#@#$ days since i last blogged (again) and many stuff happened (again)..
so once (again), i'll write a short summary on it since once (again) no one will be reading it anyways!!

25/1/09
Today is CNY eve, as usual help my mum here and there preparing and cooking food for ancestor. But this time round like too much stuff le, so in the end nv had steamboat. Went to my cousine house at 10plus pm cuz parent went out for religion stuff and to typically waste time dere. wanted to start poker-ing there but they cold blanket so i'm left with nothing to do. wasted till 1+ where my parent came and fetch me n my sis home. reach home and waste time again cuz CNY eve ma, who got sleep so early de? Tong till 4+ then went to bed le..

26/1/09
First day of CNY, up and running at 7am. Went to 3 places, nothing much.. as usual go bai nien and collect ang bow.

27/1/09
Second day of CNY, up and running quiet late at 10 or 11 plus. went to my mum's side de grandparent house first. No one there except fourth uncle's family and second aunt n family. Today is the official day there i started mahjong... initially quiet difficult to understand about how to win withou tai, but slowly afterwards quite ok la.. Afterwards at 5pm, went to my dad's side and haha alcohol time again ^^. Had a little red wine, follow by 2 glasses of white wine, few glasses of pisang ambon mixed with 7-up (my favourite - pisang ambon is actually like tropical fruits with a banana taste but alcoholic which can only be bought in Holland) and another jap alcohol which i don't know the name.. Then started mahjong there again... LOL

28/1/09
spend almost whole afternoon outside... being put aeroplane. Was told tat will be going to grandparent house but after lunch mum decided not to go AGAIN... went home and waste whole day by going viwawa and play mahjong there =p

30/1/09
David uncle and Kelly aunty is back for CNY again. This year we went to Red Star for dinner. Around 18 people went in total. The dinner there not that bad la.. 1 table for $288 and we had 2 table in total. After dinner, same program again, East Coast Mcdonald. The adults talk among themselves n i chatted quite a little with sally. Well just wasting away.

31/1/09
went back to office at 12 plus. talked quite a lot with Kay Hwa about this and that with den. not going to details cuz its more of work related.

4/2/09
someone knocked on e day. sis went n came back with a envolope writing "On Government Service" and bottom "Photocard Driving Licence". Wakakaka was so happy that after @!#%^&#$%&$% days which seems like ages, i finally got my card ^^

5/2/09
the 10k flyers were due today n the deliveryman delivered it at zhun zhun 6pm. Not that bad la but not as catchy as plaza sing de.

6/2/09
today started work officially on awareness campaign. reach raffles at 11.30 and started distributing at the smrt exit at ground level. 3 hours later and i still can't clear 250 copies as compared to ps where 250 copies can clear in 2 hrs. really demoralizing. my initial determination to get at least a 200 sales target seems far far far. It is said that once we set our determination and know how to get to our goals, we should never ever give up for as when we are giving up, we are already close to our goals. From Nerissa, Norman Vincent Peale. But is there a scenario where when we want to give up, we are still very distant from our goals? like the current me? I seem to like doing sales, but felt that i wasted a lot of time and money in it.
Don't like this feeling