Yesterday night was the most terrible/dreadful/torturous night I ever had in such a long long time. I was in bed but something is just not right with me.. apart from the more frequent coughing, this time round I felt like puking? It was so bad till tears were streaming down when I cough at the same time.. yucks

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Things are really different from what they used to be in the past. The line is clearly defined and whats left is just pain and memories to those left behind. The last trip we spent together to Thailand are still clearly intact and vivid in my mind although it is a long time ago. The times we spent together, the joke everyone shares between you and us, everything. For the upcoming trip, the thought of you not being around with us anymore brings more pain to those who are close to you. Sense of lost and emptiness. Everything is different without you here anymore. 

What I can take away from this life experience is to cherish everyone around me and never take them for granted. We can never predict what will happen to us tomorrow but we can make full use of today. Do not give up hope because when there is no hope, there is no life nor miracle. Rest well~