Nothing can describe how I am feeling now.. 

Just got home not long ago after sending them off at Gek Poh SC there where they board the coach at 8.45.. I don't know why but I really hate being alone at home. Perhaps I am really not ready to live an independent life of my own, not now. 

I want to rely on someone to help me get through this few days, someone to keep my mind somewhere else and accompany me but it seems like I don't have the fortune nor luck to get someone. Even my neighbor isn't at home most of the time when I'm in. What a sad lonely situation I am in now..