Quite a few things happened recently. Both good and bad.

Well chalet happening in 4 days time and I sure can't wait for it to happen. But one thing keep weighing on my mind. After the chalet, will we still have the chance to meet again? Well you see, she will probably be getting a lot more busy with her sch work and for me sch isn't any easy either. Too much to catch up on. I'm still comtemplating to get it off my chest once and for all, at least I wouldn't be so fustrated anymore waiting for smth that will nv come. Sure it'll hurt and it'll hurt damn bad but without that, how am i suppose to move on and concentrate? Maybe with a no, it'll make me give up on it altogether. I'm just pathetic to be secretly hopping in one side of my heart and wanting to stop it from my brain.

Oh well.. I just want someone to share the happiness and sorrow together. Not just my, but hers to. Am I asking for too much? I wonder..