And so I guess the best way to keep myself from sinking everytime is to treat you just like a younger sister. I have to draw the line clear somehow I guess.

Don't have the courage now to face the fact that you might possibly be dating some other ppl right now. And not to say we drifted so much and you dont seem to miss it at all. Maybe its just not you to miss that.

Anyways, its high time to do nothing. Man.. don't know what this sentence is suppose to mean but I probably should go to sleep.

- I need some healing right now. I thought I'm good but seeing you once more has unsettled my small and fragile heart.
- Guess I'm not ready to go and read back on my previous entries yet. Maybe next year, next year.