MirageZ

entry 162

2010-10-15T16:14:00.001+08:00

juz who the fuck are you? stop showing two faces you ass!

Entry 161

2010-10-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

I don't wish to fall deeper into the trap

160th entry

2010-10-12T22:01:00.002+08:00

It's not the product that is important to me. It's the person who is going along with the product that makes it complete. You will never understand me will you? Sigh. Love is blind. One sided love is even worst. Blind ttm

entry 158

2010-09-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

Everything was built on lies... Just go away because you never understood me nor take the initiative to understand me.

entry 157

2010-07-21T00:14:00.003+08:00

how nice it would be to be able to see another party's thoughts and feelings but all these are intangible stuff.. so how?

i think i can already see the difference

entry 155

2010-07-20T14:03:00.002+08:00

Thoughts are useless stuff with no value at all.. Not until they have been put into actions.

entry 154

2010-07-20T09:15:00.002+08:00

terrible night

changes to come...

some stuff are encouraging but some sux big time..

tomorrow is just a mystery

entry 153

2010-07-20T00:13:00.012+08:00

cant believe i hit the enter key....

idk if i did the right thing or not... but it does seem like its not...

i knew my prediction was accurate but not this accurate.... there goes.

i'm reading the same pages over and over again...

i know that is the same old problem wif me again...

appearance? idk...

a better?? excuses?

lies with me... yes (Hotel-Alpha-Tango-Echo-Sierra India-Tango)

have got no substance..

too old fashion kind of thinking..

bleak outlook

gone is the mood for sch

null sparkling

how should i react

too negative

loses faith

no more

silence

wrong of me

entry 152

2010-07-19T14:47:00.002+08:00

Date of last blog entry: February 26

Date of new blog entry: July 19

Almost 5 months since I last blogged again. Within 5 months a lot has changed again, especially myself. I think. Life is not bad but not too good either and the future is a mystery.

Went out yesterday to study for today's UT at Thomson plaza. Could have taken bus from marymount but somehow I just walked there and its drizzling.. hahaa

As usual... Uncertainty can kill...

Thats all for now... back to listen for the third meeting.

enty 151

2010-02-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

out of so many places, i still think blogger is the best place for me to write down my thoughts without having to considering so many other issues that may come along if i were to pen it down for example in facebook...

many things have took placed over the past few weeks with the UTs, IEP and some issues here and there with some unhappiness among some. also finally the boiling point was reached and everything just went off. There are still some questions which I didn't manage to ask but thinking back like what I have conversed with another good friend of mine, I concluded that its best to keep the question to myself since knowing the answer won't bring us any good. But human being is just a strange creature.. The mind decides on A but the heart wants B or was it that my mind and heart wasn't working together in the first place? I seriously dislike this type of issues.. just why is it so hard for me to achieve one thing? This type of issue has been causing me to become more and more depressed and negative since a few years ago (to think i saw that person again after like 3 years on the way to work)

Weirdly i have a very interesting dream which is a dream which i can only dream of and it evolves between me and two girls (no dirty thoughts please)! I can't help but keep thinking of that particular dream where a girl likes me but i like another girl which i don't remember if there is any in the dream. Somehow due to disapproval from her family about seeing me, she couldn't take it and broke down in front of me and both families. The somehow she asked me to make a decision as to whether i am willing to go out with her. I was hesitance but didn't give any response because i wasn't really prepared yet to accept her as i am trying to let go of the past. But afterwards i started to regret after thinking for some time and wanted to make up to her! And RINGGGGG... damn stupid alarm went off because its 5.45 in the morning already!

Damn.. hope the dream continues but what makes me like his particular dream is that it really reflects what i hope to have in life where the other party appreciate me and accept me as who i am and like me as what i am and not something else. I suppose true love is unconditional and in-regrettable. Something which i can say in theoretically but not in real experience.

entry 150

2010-02-11T16:50:00.003+08:00

its been long since i last post again...

i thought i know myself well like who doesn't? but apparently i really don't think i know myself. its weird but its true. things i do, think i like to do, think i wan to do, etc. i really think something isn't right with me. i don't know myself anymore... except that i sometimes hate what i am doing to others or my attitude to something. on top of that i have no motivation or whatsoever to help me push myself forward.

i dun know anymore... i just wan to say sorry to everyone and anyone whom i may have offended or treated badly to. i think this is just me. the real me and not some nice guy!

entry 149

2010-01-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

It seems like the final verdict is out.. I am doom.. But lets pray that miracle do happen to me and there will be changes!

A quick check with Sistic show that Cat 5 for Breakout 2010 for the 4 shows are fully wiped out! Duh.. doubt I will get to catch it again this year... since Cat 4 is $10 more..

2 and a half week more to UT3 and I still can't believe the mistakes I have made recently mis-pronouncing so many English words. Haa something must be wrong with me...

Gone with the wind...

entry 148

2010-01-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

crap.. what is wrong with me? first sore throat, second fever and third late submission for rj all within a period of few hours... now i'm having headache...

entry 147

2010-01-10T01:42:00.002+08:00

wohoho finally my mobile can read korean at the expense of chinese and the font type is different!! hehehe

went to watch avatar earlier on and i have to say its really not bad! woots

the remaining ut 2 will take place next wk.. argh starting to revise now

entry 146

2010-01-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

I love Korean brand but apparently my love for Samsung is pissing me off.. Not the brand but the functionality of my Innov8 and the fact that the PAINT IS COMING OFF!! My phone currently cannot support Korean and I WILL MAKE IT DO SO! aja~

entry 145

2010-01-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

damn.. it cost so much for an air ticket to Seoul!!

China Eastern: $585 (2 stops)
: $611 (1 stops)
: $778 (direct)

Vietnam Air: $666 (1 stops)

Air China: $691 (1 stops)

Thai Air: $699 (1 stops)

Asiana: $783 (direct)

Singapore Air: $966 (direct)

what on earth!!!!!!! SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!

entry 144

2009-12-27T01:53:00.001+08:00

supper at almost 2 in the morning with seafood prata and curry chicken.. how am i going to lose weight?

entry 143

2009-12-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

Oh crap, one week of the school holiday is already gone and i am still super duper tired. Didn't get much good quality rest. How to study for the UT right after holiday?

Applied for my passport and was ready for collection but just couldn't find the time to go down and collect.. shall do it on monday then before going down to T1 for Jetstar.

Just finished watching 50 First Dates and i have to say i love the movie. In this story, Lucy suffers from a condition where she cannot convert short term memory to long term memory. One day Henry meet Lucy in a cafe and they stike off, falling in love with each other but because of Lucy's condition, she forgets about Henry but he doesn't give up.

Movie: http://www.moviesdatacenter.com/Movies/50-First-Dates-2004.html

entry 142

2009-12-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

tired..

got lots of things to say but.. shall keep it to myself

entry 141

2009-12-14T01:39:00.001+08:00

A very long day..

Second lost in a year and this time round my first hand encounter.

A random quote "Being the best is nice, but not when it brings out the worst in you"

entry 140

2009-12-11T21:45:00.003+08:00

Finally done with my 2 paper on avionics and aircraft system and holiday is OTW!! One more day of lesson on monday and then 3 weeks of break. Tue having study trip to Changi Airport T2 then follow by friday's trip to Eurocopter :D

Been pretty bored and so as usual went to play FS with VERY VERY low visibility of only 0.2km!! Guess what? I can BARELY see the runway localizer light when approaching and because of wind shear, I just slam right down on the runway, crashing my plane -_-"

Copied a few movies from my class Sha and just finish watching P.S. I Love You. Well its quite a sad movie and more sad if one were to put themselves on her shoe. Yep although its a movie but I can't imagine how one person will be lost/sad/depress/etc if the person you are closest with suddenly just went. Its scary to think of how the person who is left behind is supposed to move on.

Anyway.. I realise that I have been spending WAY TOO much time sitting right in front of my lappy. One point is eat and sit = not healthy + gain weight, and also keep staring at the lappy = bad for eyesight.. Recently my eyes have been getting bloodshot! Crap I need events to keep me away from home and away from my laptop but at the same time spend minimal amount of cash!!

Ahha oh well.. till them~

entry 139

2009-12-07T22:35:00.001+08:00

i am not prepared at all... not the slightest bit..

and i need a new headset real soon! argh

entry 138

2009-12-06T23:48:00.005+08:00

haa i can't believe what i saw today...

anyway my family is back home already (^_^) and i was intending to wake up at 4.15 am to go pick them up but oh well.. i overslept =x

ut is schedule for next tue and thur which means for the new timetable, i have to go back to sch on thur.. timetable aside, i haven't really get my facts straight on aircraft systems which the ut will be held on tue. mr gyro, why are you so confusing? can you please please please enlighten me before my test on tue??? ahha i'm crazy..

entry 137

2009-12-06T01:30:00.004+08:00

UT 2 will start on next wk and yet i haven't even study much!!!

On the other hand, have been re-watching Delightful Girl Choon Hyang for the past 1-2 days and i still love it! ahha

Some funny short clip on episode 11 :-D

entry 136

2009-12-02T09:21:00.001+08:00

my performance in class has dropped and is continuing...

entry 135

2009-12-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

hmm... i am bored...

anybody wanna play with me? lols..

entry 134

2009-11-30T21:14:00.003+08:00

Nothing can describe how I am feeling now..

Just got home not long ago after sending them off at Gek Poh SC there where they board the coach at 8.45.. I don't know why but I really hate being alone at home. Perhaps I am really not ready to live an independent life of my own, not now.

I want to rely on someone to help me get through this few days, someone to keep my mind somewhere else and accompany me but it seems like I don't have the fortune nor luck to get someone. Even my neighbor isn't at home most of the time when I'm in. What a sad lonely situation I am in now..

entry 133

2009-11-29T23:08:00.003+08:00

wee have gotten a laptop fan! let the picture do the talking =D

The LED light was suppose to be blue in color but apparently my table is also blue so... Hehe with this, my FS time is UNLIMITED!!!

Hmm school tomorrow but... ah oh well.. like what I said my main source of motivation has disappeared and whats left now is just to keep a lookout for the IIP.

6 days worth of being alone at home is approaching... I hate being alone at home, let alone for 6 days!

entry 132

2009-11-29T01:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night was the most terrible/dreadful/torturous night I ever had in such a long long time. I was in bed but something is just not right with me.. apart from the more frequent coughing, this time round I felt like puking? It was so bad till tears were streaming down when I cough at the same time.. yucks

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Things are really different from what they used to be in the past. The line is clearly defined and whats left is just pain and memories to those left behind. The last trip we spent together to Thailand are still clearly intact and vivid in my mind although it is a long time ago. The times we spent together, the joke everyone shares between you and us, everything. For the upcoming trip, the thought of you not being around with us anymore brings more pain to those who are close to you. Sense of lost and emptiness. Everything is different without you here anymore.

What I can take away from this life experience is to cherish everyone around me and never take them for granted. We can never predict what will happen to us tomorrow but we can make full use of today. Do not give up hope because when there is no hope, there is no life nor miracle. Rest well~

entry 131

2009-11-28T03:36:00.002+08:00

wohoo finally back home.. khehe...

ok first time first.. the cough is still bad or as bad... doesn't feel like it is getting any better... the degree in which i cough is like getting worst.. when i breath, i irritate my throat and there, more coughing.. now whenever i cough, my tummy hurts and it is simply because i'm using too much force to cough. but the good news is i'm finally on TCM and most likely will get better by next week.

next up, i've gotten PMDG MD11 for FSX! woots no need for explanation and i'll go and try now before i hit the bed =D

Cheers!

entry 130

2009-11-26T22:54:00.007+08:00

ok.. one thing i have to admit about myself is that my style of writing is getting worst and worst... On top of that, my English standard is dropping way too fast or way too much.. Who can I blame when I am the one who totally stopped reading. I guess I lost to myself the moment I stop that habit.

Next up, feel like changing the title and sub-title of the blog. hmmm

Next, my cough is still............................ crappy man!

Next, I am lost in thoughts.. or I would say I really don't know what to do. Nothing seems to be getting it... Ratna ratna....

Okie dorkies... its thursday today which means Avionics System with the new faci... idk.. maybe I am expecting too much or I am too inflexable when it comes to this kind of situation. Everyone doesn't seem to be having any problems except me.. which idl (I don't like)..

Ok so it is thursday and Ganesh class didn't have lesson so the usual group seems super small. Everything just went by as usual like lunch. Oh well.. class ended late due to some activities and did my RJ and stuff in Ratna's class before heading off to Sitex at Expo with dinner at Yishun and waited for Ratna's friend to pass her friend something. Something expected is.. we saw Ganesh at Tampines MRT and his shocked face... ahaha. Went to Expo, walk walk walk walk walk walk walk and walk before finally found the joystick section. After long discussion and decision, decided to get Attack 3 at $29 but guess what? NO STOCK!!!! And its first day... omfg la... to think I talked so much, waste so much saliva talking to my friend who happened to work there... crap...

Trained back with Jerral where at JE he said he saw Lois walking to the wrong direction?!.. haha reminds me of Jing, Ling, Ping.... Christmas is round the corner too.. ahha

ahh tired and I want my joystick!!!!

the date is drawing nearer and count down begains...... =(

129 entry

2009-11-25T20:20:00.004+08:00

Nose still kinda blocked.. on and off and still coughing...

One of my friend got H1N1.. hope he is doing well...

Still the same thing...

Shall get better stuff to write soon.. what i wrote here are always the not-so-good things.. ahha

oh well.. tat is juz me..

oh and i juz love this picture of me with the tie =D

oh my.. now then i saw... my previous post was posted at 7.47 pm ^_^

128 entry

2009-11-24T19:47:00.000+08:00

hahahaa finally got it done over with.. have no idea where to spend my time on..
hmm now this skin shows my post title... a big big problem because i don't title my post but number them... oh well shall stick to my old methods =D

oh the other note, i am really tired of achieving good grades anymore.. people may find it easy but i'm sorry to say i am NOT smart and achieving good grades has taken a toll on me once again... i just wanna relax and find the purpose of life and of course make full use of my life and not waste it like today like no one business watching movies online...

i've seem to lose the 'me' or wad but sometimes i don't really like the way i am now.. its pointless to be jealous over someone else.. i can't do anything but to watch..

127 entry

2009-11-24T14:35:00.006+08:00

phoooo... cough seems to be getting worse.. and once again.. i'm at home with nothing to do... ahha..

hmm there goes the next "song" =D

from my favorite album "Coast to Coast" - Westlife kehehe

Against All Odds - Westlife

[Shane:]
How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace,
When I'm standing taking every breath,
With you, ooohhh,
You're the only one who really knew me,
At all.

[Mariah:]
How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave,
Cause we shared the
laughter and the pain,
And even shared the tears,
You're the only one who
really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
If you're coming back to me
it's against all odds,
And that's what I've got to face.

[Mark:]
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/vY ]
I wish I could just make
you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry,
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why,
You're the only one who
really knew me at all.

[Mariah:]
So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now,
So there's just an empty space,
But to wait for you is all I can do,
When that's what I've got to face.

Take a good look at me now,
Cause I'll be standing here,
( [Mark:] Standing here)
And you coming back to me
is against all odds,
And that's the chance I've got to take.

[Westlife:]
Got to take
Got to take

[Mariah:]
Ooh
Take a look at me now

[Westlife:]
Take a look at me now.

126 entry

2009-11-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

oh great... excellent... i think i'm really down with cold... plus coughting.. bleaxh

125 entry

2009-11-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

i dun know i dun know i dun know....

i have the impression that i'll not make it anymore for avionics and neither aircraft! why? simple..

first thing, jeff left us to pursuit his flying from SIA to Jetstar and because of this, we have a new facilitator who is suppose to teach year 3 on humans factor but had to take over us due to jeff's departure so today was suppose the first lesson he took over. Well am not going thru the full details here but i'm juz worried for my next 8 weeks worth of daily grade... ok thats it for this..

next up aircraft. i know this module is not going to be easy and have since pass thru 5 wks worth of topic on pressure and now another 5 wk worth on gyroscope but the thing is what i have learnt for the problem 1-5 has been replace by juz one problem 6. crap

i dun know anything anymore... i'm kind of losing my goal but that sounds chicken and immature of me.. i may be good at doing certain things but i totally sux big time in others...

124 entry

2009-11-19T00:03:00.004+08:00

been thinking bout lots of stuff... and the final conclusion is that i have too much fear.

years ago in sec sch, hesistating brought eventhing down to nothing after 3 years, last year hesistating again proves costly but the lesson from these experience is that i may still not be ready for this sort of thing, yet or i suppose.

have no idea but what i'm good at has been and is still thinking at the sideline.. once the thinking process is done, everything will be too late.

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*yawn* shall be the 'good' guy and stop my nonsense.. or i suppose..

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Somebody needs you - Westlife

I'm only human
Sometimes I make mistakes
If you forgive me
I'm gonna do what it takes

But now I know better
To hurt you was wrong
Girl it's with you I belong

Somebody needs you like never before
Somebody wants your love
Baby open the door
Don't you leave me alone
Don't you turn out the light
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you tonight

I've been thinking
We should be talking it through
You must believe me
I'll make it all up to you

Cause I now know better
To hurt you was wrong
Girl it's with you I belong

Somebody needs you like never before
Somebody wants your love
Baby so open the door
Don't you leave me alone
Don't you turn out the light
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you tonight

In the dark,
When there's no one else around
I still pray
That our love can be found

Somebody needs you like never before
Somebody wants you
Baby open the door
Don't you leave me alone
Don't you turn out the light
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you

Somebody needs you like never before
Somebody wants your love
Baby open the door
Don't you leave me alone
Don't you turn out the light
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you tonight

haha i know.. oldies....

118 entry

2009-11-17T23:05:00.011+08:00

ok its time to blog again and so lets start off for this afternoon

had D&T ut for today and not the sec sch D&T... well overall i would say the test is mangable but still, i wasted too much time reading on some of the questions.. oh well what to do? only have myself to blame for not studying properly.. so had 2 sub questions left blank..

after ut, the usual E44Q gathered and move on to Peace Centre to get our poster printed out. Well nothing much happening but when we reach dhoby ghaut its raining quite heavily so we took the detour passing thru the NSL to the NEL but apparantly the girls wanted to get an umbrella so we went first. Just nice at this time, the rain got smaller and we walked there but went to the wrong building!! The girls joined us slightly later and everything is going fine with the printing.. Before we went off, someone drew the line... oh well what to say? Wait.. not the line but the things said.. oh whatever it is... only those there will know what i'm talking about...

Finally after printing is the dinner part.. everyone was famish? at least i was.. so walked back to plaza sing to and then decided to dine at this youdunnowhat shop at dhoby xchange and the thing is the food is ex and the portion is so so and the most important think is.. it doesn't taste too good but oh well.. hungry!

hmm ok i think its time for me to get started on my revision for the ut tmr covering from p1 to p5 but i didn't attend class on p4 =x am so dead...

You said it loud and clear right to my face... things said are not retractable likewise slap a person and say sorry? haix.. poor me!!

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Never Had A Dream Come True - S Club 7

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you...

112 entry

2009-11-15T22:52:00.004+08:00

haix been rushing for my poster to get it ready asap for the presentation due next sat!!! in addition to that, i have TWO upcoming test on tue and wed... crap oh well.. gotta go and put the final analysis in before i'm done for the 1st draft... bye!

111 entry

2009-11-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

had lunch at around 10.30 plus till 11am. everything seems as usual and headed back to class to continue on the worksheet. approximately 30 minutes later, having sharp consistant pain in the lower right of the ribcage. didn't expect anything to be serious but it didn't get any better even after drinking some milk.. pain lasted till around 2pm but still wasn't getting any better and my good and kind classmates went down to get me 4 tablet of actal and holic. sollowed 2 tablet and had the holic and then my team started the presentation. la la la la.. fastforward! around the last team, started to get really drowsy and tried to last till 6p, and the revisions for the first few problems which seriously speaking did not get into my mind... everything ended at around 4.15pm but the pain wasn't getting any better. was in pain for close to 5 hours already...

the rest stayed back but i decided to go home to rest first to see if it gets any better or else i'll see the doc, but walking back to woodlands was so exhaustive. pain + breathless... finally reach home at around 5+, then took a rest till around 8.15pm but when i woke up.. the degree of pain is still the same.. headed to the opposite clinic then and waited for a long 40mins before my turn.. took 5 minutes and was dignosised with gastritis.. apparently an inflammation of the lining of the stomach. medicatio cost a bomb at 36 bucks.. ah oh well.. gonna rest

110 entry

2009-11-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

wosh ytd my class showed the movie "paranomal activities" in class and right on the projector.. so the thing is that those in the class was watching it, but not all... not really scary initially when i'm watching but right after watching it became more scary to me when i'm alone cuz i kind of keep thinking about the whole thing.. same as it will be when i watch k drama.. will keep thinking about the ending.. hehe

anyway.. wasn't so into 200 pound beauty last time but decided to watch it today and what i can say is that the movie isn't that bad but still my main focus of watching is.. haha yep to see Kim Ah Joong. Particularly her personality in 200 pound is +++ hee so cute

109 entry

2009-11-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

muahaha went to the flyer and flight simulator today =D

First flyer trip with some of the E44Q and some other DCA/DAA peeps. around 13 of us. Wasn't that scary and worth the $10 student price.. hehe

after than went back to wait for our turn for the simulator and i swear i'm so gonna go back another day when i have the cash =x

alright then.. got gonna write much

108 entry

2009-11-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

finally tmr is the day! oh well considered as later =D Flight Sim here i come.......

and also i've finally changed my desktop background picture and yep this time its aviation related picture! kehehe

hmm the wound on my leg is getting more and more itchy.. sign of healing but the 2 deepest cut is still not covered yet.. bleahx. currently still relying on TCM to "dry" the wound..

oh well time to get my rest and be prepared for tmr's FS and UT -_-"

107 entry

2009-10-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

haha tmr is the day.. but i find it funny... to get an award, i have to spend money..

anyway lesson as usual.. after sch and rehearsal for tmr, a few of us went to cwp to accompany me to buy the leather shoe, shirt, pants and belt. woohoo nice but spent over $100 on it =x bleah

a big thank you to those who accompanied me =D

105 entry

2009-10-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

totally wasted my whole day today... morning till afternoon, spent the time playing airline tycoon and finally gave up although its interesting... then facebook a little here and there and finally found another moive to watch: License to Wed. Oh yeah i know its an old movie but well i don't really watch movies all the time so yeah.. didn't really watch those i wanted when it aired..

tmr going sch again after a long weekend for me... 4 days! wound isn't as red as it was on sunday which is a relief but the skin around the wound and further away are still slightly red. On the other note, Ganesh said Eurocopter coming tmr! hehe shhh lets see if anything happen tmr =p

oh and recently i am very very pissed off by my internet connection! a 10mb/s connection feels like i'm using 56k modem! can't wait for the optic fibre to reach my house in 2010! *gasp*

105 entry

2009-10-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

104 entry

2009-10-26T12:33:00.002+08:00

after applying antiseptic cream yesterday the skin surrounding the wound got a little less red and it doesn't hurt as much when i tried to stand.. so i washed the wound again this morning and applied the cream over the wound again.

but one peculiar thing is that the wound gives out a little discharge after applying the cream...

ah oh well.. if it doesn't get any better by tmr, think i really have to make a trip to the clinic...

103 entry

2009-10-25T22:36:00.001+08:00

i think its infected...

it somehow show traces of blood over the antiseptic cream...

oh well have to see if it gets any better tmr morning

102nd enty

2009-10-24T09:49:00.002+08:00

haix.. never expect myself to but it juz happened in a blink of an eyelid... ouch

and thank you to all the awesoon people yesterday.. without you i think i'll be at a lost =)

101st entry

2009-10-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

schools been pretty normal? things are getting interesting as compared to the first year but of course it is proportional, and so the complexity? The Distribution and Transportation uncle just refuse to give me an A... every thing satisfactory but nv mention where to improve or wadnot.. crap

didn't know wad was happening but apparently many people in the group does. doesn't like being kept in the dark especially when many people have known?

when will my time be?

gonna rest for tmr's night cycling session and once again only around 6 people.. where is everyone in e44q? having new class = no more old class?

100th entry

2009-10-20T20:32:00.003+08:00

woots finally my 100th entry..

anyway back to the main topic, have juz watched the Surrogates online.. Although both visual and sound quality wasn't that nice but still its quite a nice movie. hehe

sch's tmr but dreading about going sch for tmr's module.. oh dear 8 more weeks to go =(

99th entry

2009-10-20T16:29:00.002+08:00

Have gotten Joint Aviation Authority Airline Transport Pilot License or JAA ATPL in short. Wait this sounds weird.. ok, i have gotten a copy of JAA ATPL 15 modules which pilots who wanted to work in airline company and transport passengers have to study and pass before eligible. Out of the 15 modules, one module is what i am currently studying and yesterday i started to print, yes print, it out and study. There are quite a lot of stuff which are similar but the thing is there are some stuff which i can't understand.. lol =x

Anyway.. about 1 hour or 2 hours ago, i finally started to prepare my understanding test preparation notes in lieu with the UT1 which i believe is taking place somewhere next month.. Out of the 4 modules with 8 6th presentation released, i've done one module and another half for another module.. oh dear and i still have to read up on Aircraft Instrument for my friday class which the faci encourage me or probably everyone in the class to read up.. So much to do, so little time....

Hmm no music of the day for today... HA

98th entry

2009-10-18T03:09:00.002+08:00

sch's been pretty back to routine for me... 9.15 to 4 every day from monday to friday except tue. The new timetable which separates everyone from DCA was totally stupid and dumb thing to do.. Since now there isn't any standard "off", attending CE activity is almost impossive unless we skip class.. On another tone, have signed up for Flight Experience on a wed (have to skip class) where we will be trying on a B737 simulator at a cost of only $40 ^_^

Been getting ok grades since start of sch.. although not bad but still i felt sad not getting a better grade for my goal.. In RP's PBL, one should speak up when in doubt or for clarification but i certainly don't wish history to repeat itself. But just how much is too much or how much is too little? Feeling despair~

On a lighter tone, i have just watched My Girlfriend is an Agent staring Kim Ha-Neul, one of my favorite Korean actress beside Song Hye-Gyo, Yoon Eun-Hye, Nam Sang-Mi, Koo Hye-Soon and so on. Once again, excellent acting for her as in her previous dramas. Keep up the good work (another typical encouragement from fans... -_-)

Alright, its getting pretty late already..

Music of the day: Right here waiting for you by Richard Marx

97th entry

2009-10-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

correct already la... my pp is accepted at 11.04pm on 8th October 2009 after been told to rework on some stuff which my pp faci was nice enough to edit on my ms words and all i have to do is juz to make some amendment on grammer mistake ands to refine on some points

well today is E231 avionics system and i've got a SIA 744F co-pilot as my facilitator probably throughout the semester. haha quite lucky to have a more how to explain.. interesting faci? haha

been home REALLY late for the first week of the sem! Monday stayed till 8 plus 9 at sch library to rush pp and reach home like 10?? Tue was my break day which is not the same as everyone else, so made use of the whole day and added in organisation structure and marketing mix and finshed the ending at the same time. Wed also stayed back at sch library after i received an email from my pp faci to ask me make some little changes and reach home at close to 11pm and today because not sure if my resubmitted report will be rejected or not so stayed with the rest at the library again and after dinner reach home at around 10.40 pm...

conclusion? I'M SOOO TIRED =x

96th entry

2009-10-06T13:52:00.002+08:00

hmm sch started ytd and the first module is Operations Planning 2! Well my new class have like 10 from E44Q including me but i can't help but keep thinking that i won't click well after the class yesterday... and yes i also felt lost in that class... worst thing is my brain seems to "broke down" somewhere during 2nd meeting to 2nd breakout...

today is my off day... pretty boring to have different off day with the rest! oh well.. hope the remaining 3 modules are pretty interesting like ECD and not OP!!!

95th entry

2009-09-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

Module grade for Year 2 Sem 1 is already out and i have seen my grade.. disappointment in myself.. My target by the end of year 3 is getting further and further.. disappointment!

been thinking of having a bi-weekly or monthly overnight cycling session from changi v till east coast park!! hmm...

94th entry

2009-09-25T19:58:00.001+08:00

cough cough... sniff sniff... think i'm falling sick..

grades for year 2 sem 1 are out.. pretty disappointed wif the grades i've gotten... looks like the dream of getting wad i wan is pretty off course...

93th entry

2009-09-25T14:10:00.002+08:00

ahha home sweet home after 3D2N chalet at Aloha Pasir Ris. Really love this class and i hate the idea of changing class, again.. Will never forget the time we spent together, especially this few days where we actually cycled from 11plus 12am all the way till 6, from our chalet to east coast park.

alright i'm really tired =x

92th entry

2009-09-13T00:59:00.003+08:00

hmm idk... been feeling like going back to The Frontier CC to continue my korean classes... After almost 1year hiatus, keep thinking of polishing and upgrading my korean language. Well one reason is to be able to understand korean whereas the other is because i wan to =x

Tried the korean class opposite my house before but the teacher there not that great... The Frontier CC one teaches way better and understandable.. ahh great time to check out the korean class at there again..

91st entry

2009-09-04T15:11:00.001+08:00

dumb dumb... blogger didn't publish wad i wrote for my this entry and now i have to do it again..

pp is really killing me... not becuz its pp but becuz of the fact that i know what to write but i can't write anything... its contradicting i know but that is how it is right now.. going for interview next wk but i still can't get my pp going.. how how how??

sians

90th entry

2009-09-03T00:32:00.003+08:00

went to the Singapore Airlines Training Centre, STC today hopping for something interesting but the talk at sch proves otherwise. Initially though we could probably have a go at the simulator there but well... disappointment!

Went there then tour around their cabin crew training facilities and of course the state-of-the-art aircraft simulator. We view the B777 and 2 other simulator but did not manage to see the A380 one cuz there was a training in place..

Seriously speaking out of the many air stewardess i saw, only a few are pretty and cute and the rest ahh.... those really hot seems to like wearing SHORT skirt....

After the whole activity, few of us went to changi airport to see aircraft and we did manage to see an airbus a380 land (more of landing roll due to being blocked by the infastructure), some 744 and quite a handful of 777 -200 and 300ER =D

anyway its a long day but was really enjoyable spending time together again with E44Q peeps! Shall see em soon at the class chalet =D

89th entry

2009-09-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

wohoo finally after such a long time, i went to another korean place to eat =D The first was at suntec then earlier went to square 2 to eat. What's more, i got a bottle of soju at the sol mart which i have been aiming for since dunno how long ago and it really taste like vodka

kekeke happy

88th entry

2009-08-27T23:17:00.003+08:00

its my holiday already and its 5 weeks long...

been at home for the past 2 days and i found out that i'm juz sitting in front of my comp dunno what should i do.. crap..

tried to continue my pp but juz 10 mins into it, i can't take it and stop working on it.. think i'm gonna try again tmr.. dead line is freaking 1 plus month away and i'm only starting on the tip of the everest only -_-

gonna go hunt for new drama soon =D

87th entry

2009-08-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

muahaha finally found the lyrics for 내 가슴에 사는 사람 and 사랑에 미쳐서 in korean =D

last ut tmr at 2pm after which i'll be a free man for 5 wks... but do wad? haha

going to enjoy my OST now =D

Hwaiting~~

86th entry

2009-08-23T23:14:00.001+08:00

oh great tmr's ut is at bloody 8.30AM!!! which means wad? waking at 5.30? (ok.. my engine starts slow in the morning)..

finally, only after 2 days then i completed stats module from p1 to p15.. can't imagine what will happen for my op which is on tue at 2pm. I HAVEN'T TOUCH ANYTHING ON THAT MODULE YET~~~~

I AM SOOO DEAD =x

off to sleep now~

Good luck to all my classmate too AJA AJA HWAITING~ keke

85th entry

2009-08-22T22:38:00.003+08:00

suddenly remember few of my favourite phrases in drama:

"We don't have much time to let you know/understand me" - Wonderful Life

"10% of happiness is acheived by 90% of hardwork" - Hotelier

"When two people meet, the first tiime is accidential, the second time is inevitable, the third time is fate" - Fated to Love You

"Life is like a gamble, you can't win every game. But if the chip is in your hand, there is still hope" - Fated to Love You

"When you look at the time and it shows 11:11, it means someone is think of you" - can't remember which..

probably many more *_*

ah whole day juz went by and i've only done up till p6 =X 9 more to go and i haven't started on OP too.. SOO DEAD
wish my brain can juz absorb MORE MORE MORE!!!!

84th entry

2009-08-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

first feeling i felt when i woke up earlier,

headache...

*gasp* still have lots of revision to do

*haix* and i'm dropping way too much hair

(something wrong wif blogger again..)

83rd entry

2009-08-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

knock out.. flat and square

pain seems to be worsening, does it signal something? idk...

82th entry

2009-08-17T15:34:00.001+08:00

memories...

haha lazy to update.. but my final test coming up on wednesday.. probably will update another wk later or so..

till then~

81th entry

2009-07-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

AHHH OMG HOLY!!!

I am almost cut off from the world =x barely...

Went out around noon to Cheong Medical at Jln Jurong Kechil thinking they will be open during lunch but to my horror... i saw the time wrongly! So take 174 back to JP to have dinner before i head there, again. Reach home, try access Facebook then! cannot connect and the stupid mio box not functioning properly... Power light didn't stabalize and the rest of the lights were OFF! Oh well when i called singnet and book for an appointment then it came back to live.. phew..

78th entry

2009-07-19T21:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

Was heading to JE to meet-up wif alex and reuter when I saw a "just married" couple next to pioneer station. Hee was pretty cool getting married and spending the other half of your life with someone else.

Anyway meet them at JE around 2.15 (supposingly 2 but they are late =x) and headed to dhoby ghaut to chill off (pretty powder eh? ut on monday but still can chill...). The first we did was to head over to The Cathy, went to the basement and settled for "finger food" from the Japanese snack or something.. Its pretty the same as the Tori-Q you can find elsewhere where they have the Japanese rice, the meat stick and the seaweed with some sauce. Cost approx. $7 for a 2+1 set. Then went up to E2Max and we off we go Left 4 Dead (L4D) ^_^ I kept causing the team to die =x Follow by Half-Life 2: Deathmatch! Spend another $6 for it...

We met Shalini at around 5.30+ back at PS and went starbucks to study. For HER to study (i did also.. but only printed the 6p) so like from 6+ all the way till 8 pm before we decided to leave the place and search for the hardest thing again... dinner. We walked to like almost the top level and finally decided to head back to Cafe Cartel.... There I spend another like 14 bucks? for the Grilled Chicken and Linguine which is like so pathetic la... no fries =(

Today

Crap wasn't feeling very well today... Stomach is horrible... Anyway went to grandparents house at Jalan Bukit Merah(like far considering have to take bus from my house to pioneer then pioneer mrt to commonwealth mrt then from there take 197 or 147 before reaching). Feeling a pinch for my ez-link cuz my concession is OVER!!!!! Oh well was actually going there to study for my UT tmr but not enough "leg" so went to play mahjong till around 5+ before leaving.

Ok lazy to blog the other minor minor details le... feeling weird =(

77th entry

2009-07-15T21:11:00.006+08:00

Guess wad? The MP for my area actually came to my house when I am all alone just to chat with the people in the area... Was thinking about studying for my UT where someone knock on the door asking if I would like to speak to the MP to raise anything but well I have nothing in particular to raise so like rejecting the offer but in the end agreed to like shake hand and talk a little.

Somehow they knew I'm having my bday this month but was already over. But they are still kind enough to prepare a gift for me with a card. Guess wad is the present they gave? Come on, guess =D Think its good to be a PA member muahahaha =x

Alright this is wad they gave:

TEDDY BEAR =X oh well since its free!!

76th entry

2009-07-12T12:04:00.003+08:00

ytd went for my first golf session wif reuter n alex at Home Team, previously known as CEDANS at batok, next to the BBDC. went there around 2+ and we golf till around 4+ 5? both alex and i was golfing for the first time so well can expect la.. <50 yard =x but hey i got 75 yard for like a few times too =D reuter is the pro one... close to 150 yard!!! Anyway think will be going there on wed again for another session but i'm wondering if i should get a golf club too...

75th entry

2009-07-05T00:28:00.002+08:00

bohoho its 30mins pass 12 already =x its the day of the year where it juz doesn't seem differnt from any other day!!

Anyway been feeling pretty tired tis whole week and i juz can't seem to get enough rest. This is really bad!

Just started on another kdrama, Gourmet, but kinda lazy to continue cuz there doesn't seem to be much romance =p

"A piece of puzzle is missing in my life"

Oh well lets look on the brighter side of life since I know my conditions are not that great.

74th entry

2009-06-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

oh myyy..... juz now went down to the coffee shop opposite my house for dinner and when was heading back home, this particular girl caught my attention!! She was sooo pretty (to me) =x owwww starting to day-dream again ^_^

73rd entry

2009-06-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

"Love knows no boundary"

To what extend does this statement holds true? Lets not talk about racial and religion since I have talk about it. In today's world, does a difference in social status help to foster a closer and stronger relationship or does it just don't work out? I have seen in Korean drama where the guy will be rich and the girl is poor. Somehow they fell in love with each other and the guy will fight against his odd and opposing family members just to be together. And yes it is a drama and of couse the odds were in their favour, so they got together in the end. The problem is does this kind of situation really happens and can love really overcome all problems?

Anyway today had a CE activity where almost half of the class went to the Singapore Aviation Academy to look around the campus and learn more about what they offer (inclusive of their capabilities) like Aviation Management, Airport Services (ATC), and Emergency Services. Was quite a interesting trip but it would be even better if we have the chance to go to the 'real' thing.

After the trip, we left for marina square on bus 9 to simei first before transiting to mrt to city hall. We just walk and walk and walk and walk and walk before settling for sweensen. Had fish % chips wif additional $5 top up for soup, drink and a ice-cream ^_^. Total spent: $23+.

Then headed for bowling before we headed back home =D had fun and hope can organise another day out for E44Q

72th entry

2009-06-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

This interesting question keep popping up in my head for the past few months. Does a relationship involving two different people from two different religion last? Have no idea why but somehow this question pop into my mind when I was out one day. Wanted to blog it down but kinda lazy...
Singapore is a multi-racial country with people coming from different walks of life which includes differnt religion be it Buddism, Christism, Catholic, Taoism, Hindu, Islamic and so on. I have seen or to be more precise know about people from different race get married but have no idea whether if they change their religion to their spouse because of marriage. But have not yet heard of or witness anyone from different religion get married and still have their seperate religion beliefs. My dad orginally was a Christian before he met my mom but after marriage convert to a Taoism. Hmm wonder whether the society of Singapore or rather does Singaporean accept a partner with different religion background from them? And does it pose a challenge to the foundation of the relationship?

71th entry

2009-06-19T06:58:00.004+08:00

oh-yeah its been weeks since i last went jogging and i did it again today.

started wif 2 rounds warming up before a 5 rounds jogging marathon then another 3 rounds cool down

gah hope tis will keep me awake throughout the day, especially the ut or else i'm going to waste my time again =x

(Good luck to you)

70th entry

2009-06-19T03:29:00.005+08:00

uh-oh wad am i doing here at this time to do blogging? am i crazy or wad?

well i am crazy. today i went home early since dunno how long ago and it turns out that i have got more time for some other stuff. so i juz studied, play a little n finally gave in to the temptation, to sleep -_- all the way from 6+ till now =x and i'm back to study xD

Ytd problem for OP was a bomb and many left the class halfway thru. So in the end we only have 3 presentation and class ended approx 12 min pass 3. Since the very first day in RP till now, i believe the presentation we did ytd was the shortest =x

Anyway shall continue my revision for statistics before its too late. I'm so NOT going to flunk this.

By setting my determination to forget something, I loses my motivation to continue. But the time has come for me to let go (once again, I'm a loser). Can I do it?

69th entry

2009-06-17T20:27:00.002+08:00

*clearing spider webs once in a blue moon"

School just started after a two weeks holiday and it juz never seems enough to catch up on my sleep.. Obviously it causes my attention and focus to plunge like 20,000 feet within a few minutes! Kinda sorry to my team mates =x
Right after the holiday, we have a UT schedule right after the day at 4pm. Well I would say E213 wasn't that hard but time is a factor because in E213 we are dealing with figures and there is no way we can copy and paste the figures from the UT Client to excel. This just made us waste alot of time referencing, tabbing to excel to get the figures right.
The daily grade for E214 came out ytd night and the conclusion is still the same. The faci hates me. I really hope this is a wrongful thoughts on my part but I am working like normal and as usual where I am in other classes but I got a C again.. Now there is a trend to her grading, B, B, C, B, B, C. haix..
Power of optimisim is something which I would like to make it my motto but I'm still not qualified yet.. oh well what can I do when I am not that optimistic =x
Oh and today I went to have sakae wif my sis =D Love to go for buffet xD then went to library to borrow books before heading to Harris to buy another 2 books with her, one hers one mine =D If I can master the book on forex then huhuhu "Its money making time"

68th entry

2009-05-10T23:30:00.003+08:00

so its been close to two weeks since my last entry so i guess i will be posting a little updates on wads happening.

ok firstly rappelz went down on 3rd may and will continue to be down till 13 may for an epic update from epic 5 part 2 to epic 6. so been feeling super duper boring without rappelz and dungeon partying with my guild mates. hey yes i have a guild and i'm the highest ^^. Anyway its 3 more days before server up and i can't wait to dp and lvl my pet class to start taming my siren.. ok foreign to those who doesn't know rappelz..

been having regular mahjong sessions with my aunt and cousins, especially on weekends. sometimes win sometimes lose but can be fun or boring depending on my mood.

completing my 3rd wk of sch which consist of 12 days of full time lesson with our breaks cut short by 45 mins which i have @#%#&#$@#^ things to complain about. 1hr 45 mins is NOT enough to finish the ws and to start on the ppt let even going for lunch! this really sucks hard and why can't they juz give us a whole 2 hrs time? stingy ppl...

12 may is coming.. on tue! which means my medical appointment is soon, real soon. very worried if that trauma will affect my daily lives which i think it already is.. sometimes the pain is really there but not tat painful.. its juz very very uncomfortable and totally haf no idea about the long term effect... gah.. will haf to ask tat doct everything to keep myself from having additional stress on top of my sch work...

oh yes, my pp advisor approved my pp scope and i think i will submit it officially tmr in sch.. ok gtg now..

p.s now i don't want a girlfriend anymore as per mentioned but now i want to find my soulmate. one that i will never let go but how am i suppose to know if tat person is my soulmate? i haf no idea -_-.... guess i'll talk about soulmate some other day..

67th entry

2009-04-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

module for mon and tue was a bomb! on my way to sch, was feeling very sleepy cuz wasn't getting enough sleep but when meeting started till the end of the last meeting... i can't believe i wasn't feeling very very sleepy.. and the reason is? there is too much work to do to even lose focus on what is on hand... haix

anything been getting lots of B but hoped to get more As instead so to make up for the sem 2 where i only got an A out of the 5 module as i need to get 12 module! ahh crap, nth to write... go rappelz or study on forex liao!

66th entry

2009-04-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

so its e 3rd day of sch.. pretty normal but stressful. been wondering that are we actually learning from the facilitator or are we doing self study with our team to understand and find out the solution..

today's faci have a weird way of doing 3rd meeting.. out of e 5 in a team, only 1 will be designated to present, another will be designated for Q&A and e rest do nth... is it really useful? haf no idea but will have to see it in due course.

65th entry

2009-04-20T21:35:00.004+08:00

oh god... sch started for e first day and gone case... had Aerodynamics and Propulsion for today n all they talk about is air speed air speed and still air speed... of course lots of formula involved which i dun understand much....

my favourite quote
"when two people meet, the first time is accidental. The second time is inevitable, and the third time is fate ''

"Life is like a gamble. You can’t win every game. But if the chip is in your hands, you will always have hope."

obviously its from Fated to Love You / 命中注定我愛你 kekeke
would be nice if e first quote does happen to me!!

63rd entry

2009-04-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

once again, i'm suffering from Drama Withdrawal Syndrome (DWS). typically this syndrome DWS will make the sufferer suffer from the ending of the drama in which the sufferer tends to put themselves in the shoe of the whole drama or in another word the plot of the drama. in my case it is more of suffering from thinking about having a wife where we went thru a lot before we get together and get married. when a drama reached its last episode and ends it means the end but for DWS sufferer, they tend to want to continue the ended story with their own story and imagine things with aren't possible or realistic.

ok ok.. the above paragraph is juz crap espically about the syndrome but it is a actual fact that i am suffering from a drama withdrawal. have complete Fated to Love You or 命中注定我愛你 ytd and like the happy ending but as per always, i always wanted the pd or producer/director to film more happy ending/moments for a drama. who would like to watch a drama with little happy moments right? in Fated to Love You, the love story is really written nicely althought some part could be improved by enhancing the objective but nevertheless it really left me in tears when i watched it for the first time. one part is when the bad women cook up a abortion agreement and gave it to e good women saying its e guy tat wanted her to pass it. this misunderstanding leds to a divoice when the good girl met a car accident when avoiding the guy thinking he doesn't want the baby and the baby was lost due to miscarriage T_T

anytheway... its a 5/5 star for me. yeah supprised that i actually watched a taiwan drama...

62nd entry

2009-04-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch. juz got back from my dental appointment not long ago... my whole teeth are bleeding profusely and was a very scary sight but not jialat till will faint la... went there at 11.40 for my 11.45 appointment but only got to my turn at 12.15! initially juz did a basic tooth check where i'm cleared of anything but opted for a salt spray cleaning where they use high pressure salt spray to clean my teeth which the bottom part is slightly stained with coffee or tea stain. the process is extremely painful but the results is enough to please as the teeth is really white after a few hours later. another down side is that during e cleaning.. my tounge almost became numb due to the pressure and after the cleaning, every available place in my gum is bleeding which i mentioned juz now la... haha. total expenditure is 80 bucks.. ex right? tsk

61st entry

2009-04-11T23:00:00.006+08:00

hehe back from e 1 day trip to malaysia. luckily managed to pass thru without any trouble.. well first destination was to "xiao yuen ding" or little genting to do so ritual first but missed e second destination, coffee factory" due to time constrain.. but nevertheless, went to organic farm. not gonna write much... will put some pics up.

long way to go... mountain climbing..

deserted housing..

after e ritual. so many small pieces of paper.

many many many.....

many many many many many.....

e organic farm entrance

keke

woahh so attentive!

long zhu guo farm

dunno wad plant...

nice close up shot. esp e top area wif sunlight

e sky wif some clouds

e walkway

some random plants

more random pics

long zhu guo jelly! not bad thought..

60th entry

2009-04-10T01:21:00.003+08:00

crap.. i'm going out of town this sat to malaysia for a day and of course this isn't crappy. as my passport was issued on 2001, the photo used was of course my 2001 photo (nothing to do with the validity) so yes it doesn't resemble me 100%. wad i do then was to go all e way down from pionner mrt to lavandar mrt juz to know that ica doesn't update the photo of e passport anymore. thus should i pass malaysia immigration and the officer doesn't recognise me then thats it. i'll be a goner.

i don't understand the rationale behind the termination of updating of photos to a recent one. everyone changes and let alone our looks so if we intend to update our photo, we have to re-apply for a new passport. isn't this crazy? a new bio-metric passport cost $70 bucks for 10 years and i still have a 2 years validity so isn't this to our disadvantage as e earlier fee for my current passport isn't fully utilize. maybe its due to technical difficulties? tats the only thing i can think of.

lets pray hard that i can get thru on sat!!

59th entry

2009-04-09T14:16:00.004+08:00

so its been so long since i last pen my thoughts with the last one talking about relationship. thinking back about the last 3 yrs where i juz got addicted to hallyu or korean wave and now, it seems that i've sunk deeper and deeper into tv drama. not necessary korean but typically any drama like for example "Likable or Not" currently airing in chn u, this daily sitcom/drama consist of 172 episodes worth of 30mins each and when it caught my attention again, i dived straight to mysoju and started watching from episode 1 all the way to 172 not even needing 4 days to complete, madness.

since i'm on the topic on hallyu, this thought suddenly hit me and yes its on relationship again. from the 50 over k drama and other drama series i've watched, as i've observed that a difference in social status can hinder a relationship. yes this can be rebut that its juz a drama series which may not accurately protray the currently society but i think its not the case. even for me, i've personally feel that when the other party can be said of having a higher social status as compared to me. but of course my intention is not made known and i've no plan to do so. whatever it is people of different status will for sure suffer due to this and overcoming this requires a lengthy and even painful process where you will have to fight for it and not lose the support to each other.

juz how many sg girls n guys r giving their all to maintain their relationship? i've also seen many people who get together and shortly after break up. in the first place are there any seriousness when deciding to date or not? many people juz agree to the relationship n at e end, ended up hurt becuz the other party is not committed so why in the first place devout urself to such danger? till today, i strongly belief that regardless of your age, you should only date someone for the purpose of marriage or else forget it. dating without any purpose will only waste our youth which could be put to better use. many people may have different view as to this but i believe tis is my value "to date for marriage" of course some other 'things' are included.

now after almost 3 month of year break, it feels like i am writing a reflection journal for sch work again.... but nevertheless this is still my personal thoughts

58th entry

2009-04-07T01:04:00.005+08:00

finally e same old batch of peeps gathered on sat for our e36h gathering in which we had steamboat at bugis. actually was to meet them at plaza sing at afternoon for a movie which i already promised but i forgot that its ching ming that day and i need to help out at home since mum was working. at the end, didn't made it for the movie but went for e sb instead. was really nice to see them again after so long and sch is starting soon (20th) so hey lets meet up often for break and for gamings too =D think we started at 6 plus 7 and ate all the way till almost 9. oh and we ordered 2 bottles of tiger as reuter suggested.. outta e 5, 4 of us drank which the 2 bottle really poured out 4 mugs of beer!! of yeah something happenend which freak out e girls!! cockroach appeared on our table!!! hahahahaha anyway some photos hotlinked from neri's wp! lazy to upload myself!

group photo (see e tiger?)

alex, shar, reuter

neri, shar

neri, me

61nd entry

2009-04-03T02:05:00.002+08:00

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch.... juz got back from my dental appointment opposite my house. waited from 11.40, my appointment was suppose to be at 11.45, to 12.15++... well lyk everyone who visit dentist, got my teeth check and blah blah blah. e dental did cleaning n at e same time i opted for a salt spray cleaning or smth where dey use high pressure salt spray to whiten my tooth. was a very very painful experience but for a whiter teeth so got no choice.. spend 80 bucks for everything.. heart pain! of course after e salt spray my whole teeth, up, down, left, right all bleeding profusely which is another scary sight.....

keke shall not visit e dental anything soon...

57th entry

2009-03-20T10:56:00.002+08:00

finally, ytd went to jurong polyclinic to get my back check out..
reached there at 8.25am and got my que number. they are only calling 206+ n my number is 2114!!
waited for half n hour then finally got to my turn...
then went up to level 2, room 24.
once again, waited there for half n again before its my turn...
blah blah blah talk there n there then doc say muz go take x-ray then ask me go down to level 1 room 9 (lab/x-ray).
again waited there for over an hour before they started x-ray service and over one n a half hour before its my turn.
took 2 shot of my spinal and was told that the results will be out about an hour!!!
another hour to go.. so went out and sit outside again. its 10.35 at that time.
during tis time, went to get myself a cup of milo. euuk so diluted...
an hour passed n counter called me! go up and wait for the doc to call -_-......
went up and waited again...
in conclusion.... wait wait and wait... wad to do when you get subsidise medical care..
by the time i got out of the polyclinic, its already 1plus..

tat's not all.. after i reach home, rested then during night time
i'm down with flu.. sh!t man its not those minor flu but quite bad
down with heavy running nose n couldn't sleep at night..
till now my nose is still running -_-...
thanks man for the subsidise rate but getting flu in exchange

56th entry

2009-03-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

alright...
i'm gonna be jobless soon!
official tender my resignation with 9 days notice
weird eh? 9 days! haha

love my phone right now ^^

55th entry

2009-03-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

woohoooooo
seriously happy...
at long long last (3yrs), i changed my phone over from Motorola V3 to Samsung Innov8
kekeke

ok its March n i'm officially handling the SG market for Goody Books.
not sure if i'll be able to fulfill e task i'm task to handle but hope i m able to..
racking in that sales should be ok bah.. hmm will haf to see how...

tat's it.. currently charging my innov8 so can't do much..

54th entry

2009-02-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

13/2/09
was a friday. suppose to work again at 7 to approx 10am but didn't go cuz planned to sleep late and afterwards, went to boon keng to collect the suzuki swift. Swift is like to small can.. Sitting in-front ok, but those at the back like so cramp. Ok, checked the car, pass money and off we went with my sis and cousin to my mums office for the supprise. Well just for the supprise and more plans.

2hrs into the renting, i strike the curb when exiting the car park at teck whye ave... wtf..... damn sad can cuz quite long scratch in addition to a crack.

waited for qihao n quo yin at clementi from like 6.40 till 7.15 cuz i dropped my parents first instead of picking up dennis n bryan first from his house so by the time i fetch the bryan n dennis, its already 8... drived to marina square n by the time we settled for dinner, its into 9pm. Had pizza at pizza hut, ordered 2 large pizza, 3 pepsi, 1 iced lemon tea and 1 cold chocolate? and 2 side orders... amount to $90 for 5 peeps. By their suggestion, we went to Changi Aiport after dinner.... Do wad? nothing juz strolling there... haha. On the way back, gy slept so no choice.. after another stop at my religon place, drop him back first before i went to shell to top up the tank. Woots, first time i go self service top the tank myself.. so fun =D

next dropped dennis and went to meet kang wei with bryan n qh. Had roti prata for supper (fattening) at Gombak station there before dropping kw, bryan n qh. in e end, i reached home at 3++ am. my leg numb from the constant driving..

14/2/09
woke up around 11plus n wash up n prepare for the whole day shopping with my mum n sis. Yup no Valentine's day for me (still single n available.. haha). First stop? Toyogo, the wholesale centre at Toa Payoh there. Bought quite some stuff but nvm.. got car. Next went to vivo city. walked around to waste time before dinner n the service of Secret Recipe really sux big time. Don't recommend going that outlet. Settled at Shin Kushiya at level 2. Well this was a treat for my mum for her birthday.. haha, the food there not bad. But think i still like sushu tei. Had a little walk again before going to jp n fetch my aunt n cousin home before heading back. Guess wad? Was charged $6 for parking!!! tats extortion man..

Went out again after reaching home to jp2, ntuc xtra to get some stuff for my sis cuz she going picnic the next day. shop shop shop for some stuff then go home liao..

15/2/09
erm lazy to blog about today liao haha maybe next time..

53rd entry

2009-02-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

its @#^%^&#@#$ days since i last blogged (again) and many stuff happened (again)..
so once (again), i'll write a short summary on it since once (again) no one will be reading it anyways!!

25/1/09
Today is CNY eve, as usual help my mum here and there preparing and cooking food for ancestor. But this time round like too much stuff le, so in the end nv had steamboat. Went to my cousine house at 10plus pm cuz parent went out for religion stuff and to typically waste time dere. wanted to start poker-ing there but they cold blanket so i'm left with nothing to do. wasted till 1+ where my parent came and fetch me n my sis home. reach home and waste time again cuz CNY eve ma, who got sleep so early de? Tong till 4+ then went to bed le..

26/1/09
First day of CNY, up and running at 7am. Went to 3 places, nothing much.. as usual go bai nien and collect ang bow.

27/1/09
Second day of CNY, up and running quiet late at 10 or 11 plus. went to my mum's side de grandparent house first. No one there except fourth uncle's family and second aunt n family. Today is the official day there i started mahjong... initially quiet difficult to understand about how to win withou tai, but slowly afterwards quite ok la.. Afterwards at 5pm, went to my dad's side and haha alcohol time again ^^. Had a little red wine, follow by 2 glasses of white wine, few glasses of pisang ambon mixed with 7-up (my favourite - pisang ambon is actually like tropical fruits with a banana taste but alcoholic which can only be bought in Holland) and another jap alcohol which i don't know the name.. Then started mahjong there again... LOL

28/1/09
spend almost whole afternoon outside... being put aeroplane. Was told tat will be going to grandparent house but after lunch mum decided not to go AGAIN... went home and waste whole day by going viwawa and play mahjong there =p

30/1/09
David uncle and Kelly aunty is back for CNY again. This year we went to Red Star for dinner. Around 18 people went in total. The dinner there not that bad la.. 1 table for $288 and we had 2 table in total. After dinner, same program again, East Coast Mcdonald. The adults talk among themselves n i chatted quite a little with sally. Well just wasting away.

31/1/09
went back to office at 12 plus. talked quite a lot with Kay Hwa about this and that with den. not going to details cuz its more of work related.

4/2/09
someone knocked on e day. sis went n came back with a envolope writing "On Government Service" and bottom "Photocard Driving Licence". Wakakaka was so happy that after @!#%^&#$%&$% days which seems like ages, i finally got my card ^^

5/2/09
the 10k flyers were due today n the deliveryman delivered it at zhun zhun 6pm. Not that bad la but not as catchy as plaza sing de.

6/2/09
today started work officially on awareness campaign. reach raffles at 11.30 and started distributing at the smrt exit at ground level. 3 hours later and i still can't clear 250 copies as compared to ps where 250 copies can clear in 2 hrs. really demoralizing. my initial determination to get at least a 200 sales target seems far far far. It is said that once we set our determination and know how to get to our goals, we should never ever give up for as when we are giving up, we are already close to our goals. From Nerissa, Norman Vincent Peale. But is there a scenario where when we want to give up, we are still very distant from our goals? like the current me? I seem to like doing sales, but felt that i wasted a lot of time and money in it.
Don't like this feeling

52th entry

2009-01-23T23:29:00.003+08:00

today marks the end of year 1 sem 2 for us E36H peeps
everything seems to be so fast, 16 weeks of sch with few weeks of holidays
within a blink, we are parting again for the next class which the sch is arranging us to.
like wad normally people say, "it seems yesterday that we have juz met for day 1 and now we are parting already"
seems to sad.

"partied" after third meeting ended at around 3pm+
quite a handful of us were chionging all the way thru in half-life deathmatch!
its been a long long time since i laught till tat siao... not very like me!
oh and W6 canteen's western food sux big time! its $4.10 and the fish tasted like chicken (feels more like chicken, so hard!!)
gamed all the way at class till 5+ where we were chased out again,
out last in E36H classroom.
went to library n continue gaming with Xiao Hei(Nerissa), Alex and Reuter
we seriously rock big time man killing each other again in HL DM

will i ever be somebody's "you"

51th entry

2009-01-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

i'm really feeling tired, not tired but very very tired.

i've observed myself that i am a very fast pace person
a person who wants to do everything to the finest
as fine as possible, as my limit can reach.
i eat fast, i walk fast, i talk fast(sometimes?), i wan good grades, etc

but recently in the morning when walking to sch from woodlands
i begain to start thinking in the spare time.
why am i moving so fast?
everyone is moving slowly enjoying their finest time and yet i am moving without looking back and savouring the very fun moment.

i tried walking slowly in the morning and i really feels different
empty
its like for the past 18 years, i have not achieve anything at all
well i did but not as important as one thing in my life
something worth sacrificing for,
something to cherish,
and of course i am talking about a person here.

i really want to slow down and take a good look around me!
i'm feeling so tired.

50th entry

2009-01-19T23:45:00.004+08:00

ok ok.. today is really crazy!
had our last Cognitive lesson and guess wad we got for farewell?
a bomb, ATOMIC BOMB!!

alright chill chill.... heres e qns

As you reach the end of your first academic year at RP, please reflect on the following: (a) What are 3 things you have gained from PBL so far? (b) What are 3 challenges you have been facing as you learn through PBL, and how do you think you can overcome these over the next two years? Please be as honest as possible in your reflection.

Guess wad?
I spend close to 1 hrs to write out a 1000 words essay
JUST nice ONE THOUSAND WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!
faint!!

49th entry

2009-01-08T21:55:00.003+08:00

8/1/09 - D day (Driving Test)!!

reach home at 2.30am on thur morning..
woke up at 5++ am on the same morning
conclusion: 2.30hr++ of sleep only

went out slightly early today to grab breakfast there
reached gombak mrt at 7.15,
went to 7-11 first to get a can of latte to boost myself for the next 2 hrs
then went to e bakery shop and got 2 bun
waited for Mr Tan to arrive and started eating

Mr Tan was slightly late, arrived at 7.40
but nvm, prepared myself by re-position the seat, mirror
moved off shortly and there my first mistake
at the stop line, i stepped on the brake slightly hard..
but he said nvm, i need to warm up

went to the multi story carpark again,
did slope, parallel, vertical parking and directional change
till around 8.10am+ where we head to bbdc for my test at 8.25
was slightly behind time, so Mr Tan took over the wheels
and there i was able to observe him, driving.

reached bbdc at 8.21 n i went to the testing area to wait for my tester.
guess wad? i got test route 8 and a malay tester
greeted the tester but think my voice wasn't too loud!!
went to my instructor's Toyota Vios and "act" a little
by checking and adjusting the mirror a little bit more.

circuit was pretty ok, no major mistakes and the tester give ample time
by telling me where to turn first.
S course, Crank course, Vertical Parking, Parallel Parking, Directional Change, Slope and Emergency Brake, all did nicely.
the funny thing is when the tester hit the dashboard, meaning emergency brake,
i hit the brake hard follow by clutch in.
then i asked him, ok? hahahaha
but when he said move off, i forgot to signal right and check blindspot..
luckily nth happen

finally went out of circuit to my test route
quite a lot of car outside bbdc,
finally when no more car at the right, i turned left wif signal
but guess i didn't check my blindspot!
started to filter to right to prepare turning right at the junction ahead.
slowed down a little, hard to filter with the cars coming.
was soooo lucky that the traffic light junction juz turn green for right turning vehicle when i'm approaching.
Did as usual, from the 3 lane road after the junction where i am at the right most lane, don't care anything, accelerate, signal then safety check then filter.
All seems smooth sailing even till tech whye.
one thing which is more supprising is that my moving off is very very smooth that day. earlier before during warm up, my moving off was still slightly slow.

then came a test, a NTUC lorry stopped at a dual one lane carriageway
which means i need to overtake in over to continue as stopping is not a option as the lorry was unloading and if i really did stop, 2 points would be awarded for stopping..
so signal right, move my body slightly forward to see if its safe to proceed
overtake and was very careful about the 1 door length side clearance
then signal left and move back, very pretty and swift ^^
nothing much of a problem for the journey
but when heading back to bbdc, got another test
this time by a impatient van driver.
i turn at a slip road to the left most lane,
then i signal right and wanted to change lane cuz entrance to bbdc is juz ahead
then the van driver behind me accelerate and move to the right lane
at tis time, i was already accelerating to filter the lane
but if i were to juz cut in, confirm kanna points
so no choice, depress the brake cuz i was on third gear
and then lower the gear to 2, slowly move to the entrance lor

guess it was another great performance ^^
when turning right to bbdc, my moving off became not smooth!!
insufficient acceleration cuz engine to vibrate
not once, but twice! but think the tester to happy wif me
so close 1 eye and i nv kanna any points

so final conclusion? i PASSED my TP with only TEN points kekekekekekekeke